June 2011
May 2011
When I get money, I’m going to blow them off for leather journals and pens.
“If you love two people, choose the second one because if you really loved the...”
It’s really nice when someone remembers a detail about your life when you thought they’ve forgotten everything.
I have an American uncle, meaning he’s white. I’m almost hurt whenever I see him only because he’s alone. For twenty-four years, he lived with my aunt, my grandma and two cats : Andre & Kiska. Two years ago, my aunt passed away due to complications of colon cancer. While my aunt was sick in the hospital, both Andre & Kiska passed away. When my aunt passed away, my grandma left shortly...
“Sometimes you have to say ‘I love you’ in order to let go.”
– My Life as Liz
“To be someones’s first is nice…but to be the last is eternal.”
Today I was writing a birthday card to a friend of five years. We’ve grown very close. We’ve seen the best of worst of each other. But when I was writing it, I felt like I didn’t know her. I had ultimately run out of things to say. I probably felt this way because we tell each other most of the things that happen in our lives and that saying anything would just be redundant....
I remember when we would write our secrets and everything that hurts us in life. I remember how we would always have a bonfire, just the two of us, and burn those pieces of paper. I felt free, happy, and sincere. I haven’t able to do that since you left. I’ve found someone I think I can trust, but I’m not sure I’m ready. But I know when I can trust this person, I’ll...
“It’s too big for [me]. It never really progressed. [Life] has simply...”
I feel like my heart wants to cough. But it can’t because it’s stuck in a place where silence is required. Coughing would just be suicide.
Today was a genuinely good day. I spent it well with three very good friends. I felt free for once, and we didn’t have to talk about anything that was bothering me. Life is what happened today. I realize I look at life in a very short term matter. I don’t think about tomorrow nor do I think about the long term. When I was at the beach, soaked in my skinny jeans, staring out the sea, it...
I feel like smashing my head into a wall until it bleeds, wrapping a belt around my neck to the tightest notch, slitting them until I can feel nothing and crying till I can’t see the stars shining.
“Love will tear us apart.”
Try not to make it sound like you know everything. Could you not repeat everything we say? You DON’T live here, you DON’T know how this works. I love you but you’re getting on my nerves.
